Labels: *poof* -CHRIS aka xDS-
Labels: *poof* -CHRIS aka xDS-
Labels: *poof* -CHRIS aka xDS-
Didnt sleep at all.. was waiting for her reply all day long.. really tired but just had the will to wait on.. send her a msg to ask if she wanted to meet in the evening but she said she was going for dinner with her friend. changed the meet up to tmr at te mrt station..
thoughts just come to my mind, i keep tinking of the answer that she's going to give to me tmr.. would it be the one that i want or would it be the other way round.. no matter wad the answer is, i hop that she has chosen wisely and i will respect her decision.. hopefully i get to spend the whole day with her.. but knowing her, she would just go meet her friend after a while.. this is just drawing us apart.. we can be really close at times and the other, she just dissappears..
if you're reading this, i think that you have already made up your mind and i will respect your decision for relatioships arent to be forced one way or another.. you will always be remembered.. the one person that i have spent the most time waiting for just to catch a glimpse of you.. it was a rough ride and many things happened here and there.. i really dont want it to end here for i think that not only my efforts would be wasted, i would lose someone that i really care about, someone who i actually enjoyed spending time together even if its just a 5 mins meet up like the day ou had work at Mr.Bean.. i'll cherish every moment we spent together and remember that sweet little face when u smile..
spent the whole day at home mapling, managed to helmed my crusader today at jx's run.. got a really shitty helm, 13 str 15 dex 14 int 15 luk~ ZZZZ.. thats all i guess, just helmed my crusader and slacked in maple.. still thinking of her.. i just cant let go of stuff so easily..
time to go, getting late, gotta get up early tmr..
thx for reading =]
Chris~
great, i woke up at 11 when i was suppose to be up at 9. =.= forgot to set my phone alarm. zzzz.. i had everything planned out for today... wad i wanted to do, things i wanted to say to her.. went out for breakfast at nearby kopitiam, had fried carrot cake *it sucked*. headed over to the mrt to catch the train to bunk*lan-shop* at dhoby ghaut to meet my BeyondFate guildies.
Quoted from connie:~ I went to bunk today, DOTS, There was no package, ZZZZ...
LOL xD
was fun hanging out with them, chilled out, talk crap, then came zak*boss mob* where i was suppose to helm my 73 crusader. downed as usual unfortunately oly 2 helms and 1 wasted as a looter took it and i didnt get to helm at all. sadded... ah well, its just a zak, anytime also can go de.. =p
left bunk at around 6, took a fast dinner at KFC... after dinner, while waiting for a friend*kang* to come, she told me she had to go off to some concert with her friends... this made me go bonkers as it totally ruined my whole plan and stuff that i wanted to do... walked off after she said that to me and headed to the washroom.. Yi kai approached me and had a pretty long chat, talked about how i felt and stuff like that.. he told me to keep stuff inside but i really cant, im someone who is that wad i wanna say, i would just say out. i wont keep things inside..
Kang came and she had to go off to meet her friend at boon lay... went off with her to the train, pai seh kang had to pang seh u X.X, had a pretty long chat on the way to boon lay... asked some questions and said some words that i dunno came from where.. i was in a really bad mood, everything ruined... im sorry...
after reaching boon lay, pei her buy some stuff and sent her to the bus inter.. said goodbye, and went on my way back to bunk.. surrounded by bangala- =.=" the scent is unbearable and had to stand all the way to dhoby ghaut. zzzz..
met up with connie, yi kai, kang, winston and some other mapling friends. headed to mrt station after kang downed his Anego and headed to cineleisure to meet my bros yong sim, dexter and marcus. then james and his friend joined in and slacked at cine till countdown. went for pool session at Kpool then went to lanshop at e2max to try out a game called *Left 4 Dead* i think i got the title wrong =X pretty fun game, zombie killing, teamwork, my type of game =]
then we walked from cine all the way to the esplanade.. everyone shag and just slacked on the steps in front of the durian =.=" got rather emo when i got there, suddenly thought of her with her friends at the concert while im here without her.. went to catch the train at 6am and started writing this.. all in all, it was a nice day and had my part of fun, joy and laughter.. enjoyed it bros and sisters =]
all i wanna say to u is that, the things that i do, words i say, i really mean it and i dont lie about my feelings for you. its just a yes or no question.. i hope to get it by today..
i just dunno how to face things in reality nowadays.. everything that i planned to do always goes well for the first 50% and then get screwed up after.. life is just unfair..
thats all for today, thx for reading =D
Chris~
Practically a realistic guy. friends around me know that when i don like certain stuff, i would just say it out and not keep inside. i don like to lie, lies are just words said to cover yourself up just to protect yourself. basically a happy go lucky guy. i play mapleSEA, Delphinus, 16x NL(xDumpSin) and a crusader(lCanBeUrHero) of 73 sharred among my buddies.
Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery. Cherish wad u have now...
Chris~