Labels: *poof* -CHRIS aka xDS-
Didnt sleep at all.. was waiting for her reply all day long.. really tired but just had the will to wait on.. send her a msg to ask if she wanted to meet in the evening but she said she was going for dinner with her friend. changed the meet up to tmr at te mrt station..
thoughts just come to my mind, i keep tinking of the answer that she's going to give to me tmr.. would it be the one that i want or would it be the other way round.. no matter wad the answer is, i hop that she has chosen wisely and i will respect her decision.. hopefully i get to spend the whole day with her.. but knowing her, she would just go meet her friend after a while.. this is just drawing us apart.. we can be really close at times and the other, she just dissappears..
if you're reading this, i think that you have already made up your mind and i will respect your decision for relatioships arent to be forced one way or another.. you will always be remembered.. the one person that i have spent the most time waiting for just to catch a glimpse of you.. it was a rough ride and many things happened here and there.. i really dont want it to end here for i think that not only my efforts would be wasted, i would lose someone that i really care about, someone who i actually enjoyed spending time together even if its just a 5 mins meet up like the day ou had work at Mr.Bean.. i'll cherish every moment we spent together and remember that sweet little face when u smile..
spent the whole day at home mapling, managed to helmed my crusader today at jx's run.. got a really shitty helm, 13 str 15 dex 14 int 15 luk~ ZZZZ.. thats all i guess, just helmed my crusader and slacked in maple.. still thinking of her.. i just cant let go of stuff so easily..
time to go, getting late, gotta get up early tmr..
thx for reading =]
Chris~
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