-CHRIS aka xDS-
didnt go to dad's office in the morn, went to Dearie's block to find the evo, guess i was early, the car still there.. was around 730 when i reached, saw Dearie came out of the lift at 745.. she was, what are you doing here..? i just said, to find you..? then she said, now is not the time, i'll get back to you later. great, i woke up just to find you early in the morn when i slept at like 4 and i was up at 7 then this is wad you tell me.. nvm.. she just drove off and i just went to emo, smoked 9 sticks.. then went off to grab some breakfast and went to office..
saw the piles of work on my table, 3 reports, 2 tenders and some receipts i need to check for errors in case the figures didnt taly.. haiz.. by the time i finished, alr 130 le.. went for lunch and back to maple at 2++ farmed like 4 hrs.. gt abt 6-7m bahh.. went off for dinner wif family and then went home for krexel at 7pm.. dwned in 1hr20min, stupid gab left after first eye dwn then no se, then 1 dk dc left 2 nl 1 dk at eye 2 after 50% w/o se.. dropped nothing except for pots and $$..
went to bath and went back to farm.. then slacked in fm talk cock wif guildmates.. i must say, DOD is a much livelier guild compared to BF, at least we gt to org boss runs, GPQ, slack and train tgt.. ya, i guess im home, home sweet home after leaving DOD when i was 13x now back to the first guild i joined in Delp.. <33 to DOD, and im in the top 10, 9th position now, gonna try rush to 17x asap =]
so here i am blogging after finished chatting wif my guildmates.. yes, you havent contacted me even though i msged u like 3 times today, once like mins before this post.. i've thrown away everything, my pride, my dignity and my face to step out to find you.. i guess you didnt wanna see me after all, dont you..? i dunno wads happening these days.. im lost, someone guide me through..
Its been 18hrs since we had our last meetup/call/msg..
Notes to self:~
Be prepared for the worst..
Its time to do wadever you can,
to bring her back, even when it hurts.
-L.O.S.T-
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