-CHRIS aka xDS-
haiz.. been spending the past few days in maple.. pure training, bossing, gpq.. etc. yes, im going to make it to 17x in this month.. i wanna lvl, i've been hard on my spammers, i push them to their limits.. im sorry, im just to exp siao le.. i really cant help but to gan ppl when they say they gtg for stuffs but i guess ppl have their things to do, i cant always force them right? but when they keep doing this, i just cant stad it anymore.. 164, 74.38%.. haiz.. i dont think i'll lvl today.. bg failed cause msia players dc, soloed bg B for 2hr and 5 mins, 16sets of stars dry, failed to down.. haiz.. im such a worthless nl.. i should just quit..
yeah, its been 5 days ever since the incident.. i cried every time i hear that song, i just cant help it but crash onto my bed asking myself, wad have i done..? i got nothing to say, things that i've done, effort i put in, its all gone.. just like that.. the moment u said that word, i guess u just pushed me off a 20 storey building.. yes, im moving on, although i still see your face everytime i close my eyes, i wanna move outta this.. i dun like living in the past, for that is history and only sweet memories are meant to be rmbed.. and, you should have received your Vday gift frm kor le bah, i asked him to send them to u for that would be the last thing that i've put my effort into.. for how much i love you, im willing to let you go fr all i want you to be is to be happy and not look back at the past.. forget me, for i am just another person on planet Earth named Christopher.. x/3
With a broken heart,
this is where i shall end my thoughts..
Notes to self:~
The end,
is a start,
of a new beginning..
But i dun wan it to end..
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