-CHRIS aka xDS-
dota wif james, ming and friends till 240am.. Dearie came to find me, she was worried about me emoing.. she went onto maple, lag like shyt.. i guess my MIA-ness has made me lost footing as a Jr. in the guild.. online, no1 says hi, bl also quiet.. no1 cares i guess.. just a 16x Noob NL login nia.. nothing much to boast about.. gt jioed for zak but gt my Cass run to attend at 430.. was asking for details on the 3am run.. no1 answer me till i ask the 2nd time.. ask if she wan use or i use also bo reply.. gt pek chek, pissed just told her to use and i logged off.. hopped onto noob hero, all eq gone.. smlj.. nt al eq mine, some sw de then lend here lend there, i dun mind lah but if lost how?? left lan jia0 helm and a stupid lvl35 overall.. aiya, wan lend jiu lend lah, i dowan care liao, lost u go tell them bahh.. i'm losing faith in Delp, its like logging into a dead world.. kai, connie, james, kenny, queen all MIA also.. haiz.. login also no1 to talk to..
went off maple and took a spin in Dearie's evo.. so many thoughts in my mind, bits and pieces of them floating all around.. i dunno wads happening to me, why now?? this hardly happens to me, i dun give a damn if a flashback of my ex-es come now and then but this is different, its like walking through time, seeing it through my own eyes, wad we've done, memories, sweet yet painful memories that i wanna forget and yet it all came to me in 1 shot ytd.. i dunno wads happening to me.. i feel like breaking down.. falling apart, i wanna stand up straight but its just too hard.. really tough..
drove back for zak.. 430 sharp started.. was in a daze.. can even forget to enrage.. haiz.. wad m i doing.. i cant even concentrate for zak.. dwned at 502.. nothin much.. tt 20 gen 20 and some noob eqs npced.. logged off and sent Dearie back home.. stayed till 6++ and took the first bus home.. walked home in a daze.. wads happening to me.. y is this happening all of a sudden?? i really dun understand y this has to happen.. is this a sign that im not suppose to get into another r/s for i will fail it this time round? i really dunno this time.. seriously lost.. guide me through this shyt please.. someone help.. T_T
I really feel like giving up.
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