-CHRIS aka xDS-
didnt go for the movie ytd night.. kor said i K.O like a dead log liddat.. push me wack me also cannot wake up =X seriously too tired lerr lah.. they end up go home koon instead.. up at 5++ saw deon beside me.. also K.O lerr.. went back to sleep and got dragged outta bed by deon at 7++ and went for breakfast.. then deon sent me home to grab lappy and stuff then went to sch in her car.. still half asleep, deon keep call me mai sleep later go class sure tor.. late for class, 835am.. lucky today the faci nt gae gao, mark me present =D boring class.. System Analysis and Design.. Zzzz..
met up with my yr 1 classmates, py and sabrina.. they havent changed a bit cept py rebonded her hair =p had nonya dishes for lunch O.O not bad lah the food, still can make it.. its been a real long time ever since i stepped into the canteen.. usually go out to the kopitiam with king and clarence de.. they both not in sch, prolly working bahh.. went to take a puff in the park with py after sabrina left for class.. back to class at 1035, worksheet, discussion, ppt.. left to smoke at 1230.. deon called me to chat.. dunno why but we're still as close after havent meeting for so long.. just like listening to her voice every now and then.. having a test later.. JAVA.. Zzzz.. dun wanna do it but i gt a C for my 2nd ut.. zzzz.. hopefully gt better grades this time.. deon told me to go study but i don wanna hang up =X end up she gt a bit angry and raised her voice a bit then i bo bian go study.. end up flip through awhile then sian lerr.. started blogging..
meeting deon for dinner after my test.. sian 1/2 she wan go swensens to eat X.X told her i left 15 dollar nia then she say nvm she treat me again =.= ta pai eat so ex de food, can go eat kopitiam a not? at least i can treat u back mahh =XX need to find a job soon, my long 10 weeks holi coming up soon.. $_$ is a really big problem now.. haiz.. lucky i still try to stand on my own and not to lend $$ frm my friends.. but i feel really bad evertime going out with kor and the rest always they pay for my expenses de X.X
kor, train me back.. i wanna go back to the old days with u guys.. although i dun have my old car, im sure i can get a new one soon.. i kno deon will say a big NO as she doesnt wan me to go back to racing.. i just wanna do it a few times for cash.. i really have no other idea to gt $ lerr.. i dun wanna live off u deon.. yes kor, deon told me lerr.. i kno how she feels but i dun really wanna gt into another r/s now.. im scared.. i dun wanna break her heart.. i dun wanna be the one hugging her yet thinking of another person.. i dun wan this to happen.. i dun like cheating people.. i kno i have feelings for u.. i'll tell u during dinner..
dinner at swensen's X.X deon had fish and chips while i had chicken cutlet and rodeo wings as a side =D told deon wad i felt.. i just think that its just too soon although i've know you for close to 7yrs now.. i kno wad u did for me, i kno how tiong xim u can be but im not ready now.. give me a few days.. i'll give u your ans k? =] bu yao give me sad face.. must always smile like the deon i knew a year back <33 ate till 6++ bil came 40++ X.X pass deon 10 bucks but she dowan take, end up i stuff into her wallet and walk out of swensens =X lala, ni na wor mei ban fa =D took a quick puff and hopped into the car to get back to deon's place.. so full x.x went to take a bath and went into maple.. weird, my char was right outside the engine room O.O saw a white essence and went into to sg boss =D drop 1 fei eq.. zzzz.. npc repot sui sui then log off lerr.. went into kor de acc go cass walk walk, gt ppl jio go zak sia x.x bo bian nt my hero, btr not use later die i ki siao X.X deon making dessert =.= eat eat eat, fat fat then u know ar =X ice cream summore =.=" chilling around at her place for awhile before meeting kor, ray and crystal at pasir ris.. didnt go to pasir ris.. planning to slack at deon's place till 12++ 1 and then go find denver.. most prolly slack wif denv till 4++ then go home to sleep..
thats all for now.. yawns..
Note to self:~
you told me somthing i couldnt believe..
i know its been hard on you..
you should have told me..
im sorry..
<3 Deon <3
in a dilemma..
~Chris~
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