-CHRIS aka xDS-
slept from 9 to 11 after retuning home in the morn today.. tired, yet unable to sleep.. popped onto maple to slack.. went to do sg boss quest and dwned it in 2 mins.. 1 eq and some pots.. npced the eq and continued to slack.. went to surf fm for awhile and chatted with my guildies.. she was looking for someone to help on her hb mule.. was free and got nothing to do so i helped her for awhile.. at the start was still ok since i get to chat with my guildies still but then it got boring as most of them either gtg or went to train.. i felt the fatigue kicking in.. was feeling sleepy alr.. but still continued to help in hb-ing her.. told her to miss call me when she needed hb as i was really sleepy.. eyes closed.. just waited for her to miss call me.. 1 call 1 button.. so boring..
during spamming, she caps saying she dowan go out ever again this week and the next.. i took it she was saying it to me.. i don want to plan anymore lerr.. it just causes more misunderstandings.. pmed and told her to read my previous post.. but no reply from her.. told james i was going to meet him at tamp as we were going to kenny's shi fu place to pray.. then she suddenly called me saying that her comp tio virus, blank screen.. asked if she died or not.. then dced herself..
went to take a bath and a msg came in from her saying wanting to separate.. didnt know wad she meant.. a breakup? or not to contact each other for a few days as she wanted to cool off.. bathed changed and went to tamp to meet james.. met jess, ming and his gf and went for dinner.. vegetarian dinner tonight as ming and james had to take vegetarian meals today as it was the 15th.. after dinner, ming noticed he forgot to bring his amulet with him =.=" he went back wif his gf to his place to get it and me, james and jess waited for them to get back.. got another call from her.. she wanted me to tell her a joke? O.O i just couldnt think of anything.. my mind was blank and i just told her i really cant think of anything.. then she told me i was a joke.. i went huh.. F6.. stoned for a second.. then she said nvm and told me to go do my stuff then hung up.. i dun get it.. just felt lost again..
went to take the long long bus ride to serangoon and then changed to another bus to shi fu de place.. reached at 10.. did the so called daily routine, wash hand and feet then shao xiang to pray.. wasnt in luck.. couldnt meet shifu as there were too many ppl waiting to see shifu..
left the place at ard 1030 with james and ming to head home.. took the bus back to inter and switched to another back to tamp.. chit chat about life since i havent met ming in a long while.. reached tamp at 1050 and i took a cab back.. $$8.50 tmd =.=" so ex.. F5!! took a quick bath and gt online..
time to maple now.. i guess the cold war between u and i has started..
thats all for today, thx for reading =]
both of us had our wrongs and wants ytd.. i accept it that i was in the wrong more for not letting you to go off early to rest.. if you're reading this, all i wanna say is that im sorry for not thinking for you, not putting myself in your shoes.. im just a stupid person that likes everything to fit in nicely.. but apparently, nothing ever goes my way.. hoping to hear from you soon..
Chris <33 Lusandra~
because of you im willing to change,
everything i did,
i did it for you.
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