no mood at all.. woke up at 745am.. didnt want to go to sch.. so i ponned.. so wad if theres a test? i alr passed my module.. dun wanna take it.. went to meet shan bro at ard 830.. chit chat, smoked and waited for evelyn to come down.. she was in sch U? O.o then i rmb that she need take results today.. seeing them 2 tgt just makes me wanna emo.. but i didnt.. then went to summerset to send evelyn to work.. then me and bro went bugis for *brunch* as it was alr 1130 =.="
went to lan shop to play dota.. taught amatuer bro how to dota =.=" very funny stuff.. sniper bo snipe me one x.x PA ownage:~ threads, fury, butter, hearts, buriza.. its just a game.. bro was only learning.. didnt want to kill bro too many times.. later she wack me =X went back to summerset at 230 to fetch evelyn frm work and send her to KC to collect her result slip.. me and bro didnt go in with her.. went to nearby kopitiam to la kopi and slack.. talked about the same old issue, her.. bro told me that she doesnt even know wad she lost.. and said im a good guy, not worth for me to hold on to that only tree in this forest.. i felt really comforted.. to actually hear that from my friend, my brother.. i swear.. nothing can break this friendship, brothers for life..
bro got a call frm eve's friend saying that she was crying!! O.O i got a bad feeling.. bro said wad he taught really is happening.. eve did badly.. 4 E8s.. haiz.. she was crying really badly when me and bro reached.. i just went away.. didnt want to disturb them.. winnie mei called me.. and i just rmb i was in KC, mei's sch.. too bad, shes nt in sch today, some trip to china town =.=" went back to see how was bro and eve.. eve simmered down and we left the hall.. left bro and eve as they didnt want to go off yet.. so i took a bus and met yvonne..
winnie mei called me when i got on the bus.. talked to me abt wad happened abt me and my gf.. told her the whole story and she told me not to worry so much.. dun think abt it lerr.. just let her go.. i know.. let it go.. easy said but never done.. really enjoyed talking to u mei.. u always try to cheer me up when im down.. and u always call at the right time.. <3 u mei.. i wont let u down de..
long time no see ler sista.. u havent changed a bit.. still as happy and cheerful as always.. missed u so much.. bo contact me for so long liao.. ji emo yi xia.. x.x thought u forgt abt this brother lerr =[ walked around cwp then made our way to parkway.. took 966, no seat, stand for 1 hr++ na buay cb _l_!! told vonne abt wad happened btw us.. she told me that she was having pms? =.= i really dunno lah sis.. i always give in to her.. but this is wad i get in return.. used, played and tossed aside.. i kno its not worth it.. but i cant let it go that easily.. i finally got wad i wanted.. and it all flied away in less then a month.. i cant bear it to go away just like that.. sis, i kno u care for me, like i cared abt u in sec sch days.. but this time is diff.. <33 to sis.. will nvr forget u!! =]
To all my bros and sistas that cared for me these few days.. esp shan bro.. u were always by my side even though u have your own problems too.. these few days.. i've thought it through.. its not worth it.. i've done so much for u yet this is wad i get in return.. i will nvr forgt wad i did for u, wad i told u and how i won u even though it lasted for only a week cause ever since i met u, i kno now, how much and how far i can go to love someone.. u will always be my friend, although we might not be tgt, i cherish that every moment that we spent tgt.. all the best my friend.. i will move on.. DEX bro, bu yao fan wo ler lah.. X.X in army still can call me ask me mai think so much.. later ur sergeant kp u then u kno ar.. Kor, pls dun call me to smoke lesser.. u kno me de.. i emo i smoke reds.. dun pass me menthol when i meet u again tonight..
yes.. im back to smoking.. 1 pack or more per day.. im sick, coughing, flu, but i dun care.. bros ard tell me to stop as im alr sick.. but i dun care.. i really feel like puffing every time her face flashes into my mind.. i guess i like to use it as a smokescreen..
Note to self:~
its over.. its the past.. move on chris.. don linger in the past..
ytd is history, tmr is a mystery, cherish wad u have now, your bros, your sistas..
i <3 my bros and sistas.. will nvr forgt anyone of u.. <33
your brother always,
Christopher Chan You Qiang
-CHRIS aka xDS-
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