-CHRIS aka xDS-
slept till 9++ then went out with dad to collect roasted duck and pork for my 2 grans for the reunion dinners respectively.. just like a delivery boy.. went to tanjong katong to get the stuff, had a quick breakfast and went to potong pasir to pass gran the goods.. then went on to toa payoh to pass my other gran the same stuff.. stayed at grans place till 12++ then went home and dad went out again leaving me home alone..
tried to get into maple, lagged my ass off so i just gave up and went to play dota with Ais.. haiz.. no mood to play.. stopped at almost 2 then dad came home with lunch.. was eating halfway then queen called me ask whether today wan ton or stuff.. no mood.. didnt wanna go out today.. then dearie called me at 330.. talked about wad happened to me ytd.. talked till almost 5 then i gtg bath and go for dinner at grans lerr.. i really appreciate the long long talk Dearie.. i'll try my very best to get over it soon.. i will..
went to grans.. sat down wif dad and family to eat.. no appetite.. just took some soup, some fish and finished up.. said i was bloated but i wasnt.. just went for a stroll downstairs.. took a quick puff and went back up.. went over to potong pasir grans place after dinner.. surprised, saw my cousin, jenette.. long time no see her lerr, 6 years x.x migrate there so long now then come back find us T.T missed u lots.. stayed at grans place, got my hair messed up like a siao kia by my cousins.. hardly meet up with them.. guess i always go out during weekends then bo go gran place bahh.. left grans at 1040.. homed at 11..
at times i really wonder why i got to know her.. why i got like so attatched to her.. i really dun get it.. haiz.. love is such a weird thing.. weird dao i myself also dunno wtf im doing at times.. can wait thr like siao kia for 3.5hrs just to get my hopes wiped clean.. stupid aint it..? but i still did it.. haiz.. anw.. Happy CNY to everyone.. i wont be able to go visiting this yr so no need jio me go ur hse or come my hse.. ah gong passed on haven 1 yr, cannot go visiting and no ang baos.. Emo cny for me.. anw.. if wan go out can jio me bahh.. holi lerr.. wan go anywhere also can..
Dearie:~ sorry i made u worried.. really appreciate it that you made the effort to call me to talk to me and to help me get out of this shyt.. i wont brood about it.. for you are my present now and thats the fact nothing and no one can change.. <33 U Dearie =]
Note to self:~
Stop thinking about it lerr..
Shes the past, Deon's the present..
Stop living in the past and move on..
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